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Thursday, September 28, 2006

i should have said this a long time ago. saying this now hardly seems like the right time.
but you'd know if its you.


if you keep pushing me away, i WILL go away.


so stop giving me hope, if you do not want to let the others know.
cos to me, it actually hurts.
and every second its draining me; not only physically, but mentally.


its when i'm curious: when do i take what you say to heart?
why are you so warm one moment, and yet cold the next?
when should i like you? or should i not?
when do i know if you're just having a bad day?


this 2, or almost 2 years have been the most tiring, most suffocating.
i'm not even sure if i have your support.
yes, you really confuse me sometimes.
contradicting yourself in words and actions.
hurting me with ignorance, maybe even unknowingly.


but all this while, i still hope to believe in you...


so, i have one question: in your eyes, can you see me? do you choose to see me?
or are you just like all the others... who dont?

she's not here @

5:22 PM