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Friday, July 27, 2007

watching the stars till they're gone
like an actor all alone
who never knew the story he was in
who never knew the story ends
like the sky reflecting my heart
all the colours become visible
when the morning begins
i'll read the last line

in endless rain i've been walking
like a poet feeling pain
trying to find the answers
trying to hide the tears
but it was just a circle
that never ends
when the rain stops, i'll turn the page
the page of the first chapter

am i wrong to be hurt
am i wrong to feel pain
am i wrong to be in the rain
am i wrong to wish the night wont end
am i wrong to cry
but i know, it's not wrong to sing The Last Song
cause forever fades...

X Japan- The Last Song

i was watching X Japan videos on youtube,
the last song, forever love and pink spider are now stuck in my head.
it was their last live performance,
before x japan disbanded before hide killed himself, killed himself.
i watch toshi cry, sing, heartached in agony my heart goes out to him.
i watch yoshi piano, got sad and emo, walked to the step sit down cry, went to toshi, hug him.
i watch other guitarist with big messy marty friedman-style hair (hired, maybe) do their thang.
and most definitely

i watch hide and his neon pink hair sit on the step guitaring on his yellow with red hearts signature gibson les paul deluxe. he had a nonchalent depressed look.

it was a touching last performance, the ultimate tear- jerker. fans were bawling their eyes out, x japan was already missed.

x japan, i salute you. <333


she's not here @

11:55 PM