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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

counting down the days
till my heart breaks down and say
"i cant take this pain"
"i'm giving up again"

:(

its really trying.

english exam is in 2 days,
i feel like i dont know enough.
my art installation's a piece of shit,
(mdm nur i know you're upset i'm sorry)
i dont know if i'll do well for art exam.
i think i lost my art brain.
or is it my heart...
nostalgia, nostalgia.
its one of the strongest emotions i'm feeling right now.
erm, i'm losing everyone i hold dear,
everyone seems to have moved on.
i cant.
and i'm tired of trying to look very very happy all the time, cos i'm tearing up inside.
i'm replacable, dispensable.
noone needs me more than the world, the world doesnt need me.

do you know how much you hurt me.
maybe i'm thinking too much into things,
but your subtle actions, or non-actions...
your ignorance, unknowingly you hurt me.
Stars looking at a planet, watching entropy and pain
And maybe start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane

but thou dost not hear me..;





she's not here @

9:39 PM