today marked our last official day in school,
we were supposed to be happier than that.
last day rgt.? no more school rgt.?
we were supposed to be happy kids.
but why, oh why was today more depressing than usual.?
instead of celebrating, we(me germaine jolyn khai) sat ard in the canteen
all stoning, all glum, all mood gone.
i didnt even eat, the sight of food actually made me retch.
ooh, i realize. everytime i'm upset, i starve! lol.
so. we started off with a bad morning, once again with a conflict that only proved how fragile modern day friendship really is.
things didnt get better by recess
played some bridge.
we got back our report books, wrote a reflection.
mass crying session.
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i really liked ms tan. :(
not being able to see her face in school any more, i dont know if i'd get used to it.
she's a really great person, as a human in general.
we've gone through so much in this year alone,
i've grown to really enjoy her presence.
the times she spoke to us about life,
motivated us, tried to wake us up, tried to get us out of our downward spiral.
she told us she really loved our class.
she was really kind in my report book too.
"cheryl is by far, one student wise beyong her years..."
lol.
well, i hope she'll be happier and be happy always.
she's gone through so many hardships alr,
i think she deserves to at least lead a happy life.
God should give her that much.
May God bless her.
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jamming,
sakae,
starbucks,
then a random walk to nowhere in particular.
angsty phone calls,
i ended up walking (very very quickly) home.
my mum was flying off to europe, i totally forgot.
zzzzomg.
was supposed to go out eat then go airport,
but my dad was being an asshole.
this and that, that and this.
blah blah blah blah.
europe! i shall tour europe next time.
i shall tour the whole world next time.
:D
