i'm a fucking procrastinator i swear. i procrastinate like every single time.
ahhh how how how. -.-
my mouse is jerky and my com is being very mean to me.
it lags (all the time), not respond, hangs.
hotmail is being mean too, i cant open my damned inbox.
i cant help but feel i'm missing smth very important...
art results out, i'm upset, i think... :(
yay, meeting primary sch friends on mondayyy!
long time no see, hope they all dont tank out last min.(one alr did) x(
i baked cookies! :D wheeeee.
and i miss subway a lot a lot. x)
and i named my pink bottle puff puff. hahahaha
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maybe, i allowed myself and grew too close
relationships with people are growing increasingly superficial and trite.
the definition of 'friend' has evolved into 'people you associate with' ;
easily mistrusted and equivocally replaceable/ dispensable.
attachment to 'friends' has become a source of heartache, a cause of pain.
'losing a friend' becomes a ubiquitous phenomenon.
along with betraying, backstabbing, left suddenly alone.
people, even friends zoom in on your shortcomings and magnify your every mistake.
they expect you to be flawless in every aspect and constantly mind-read
while being hypocritically unaware of their own hubris.
whatever happened to forgive and forget.?
nevertheless, i <3 jolyn khairiah lingyu deborah halimatul many many!
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