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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

i hate celebrating my birthday.
going out for a meal is okay, but can the melodramatic customary family thing: cakes and candles, make a wish. bahh.
i can practically feel the palpable false niceness rolling off you guys.(if you're thinking: "hey is she talking about me.?" high chance NO i'm not dont think so much)
dont you know yet.?
you cant just fuck me up three days before my birthday, wake up the next day feeling all guilty for almost killing me then try to make up for it, pretend nothing ever happened.
its not going to work, hypocrites.
your saccharine niceness makes me shiver and retch.
& nothing's gonna change.
in a few days, the frailty or perhaps defect of the human mind will cause you to forget the preceding events and
go on, the cycle repeats.
dont you know yet.?
this isnt the first time; force of habit.
so the best that you guys can do is to
drop the false pretenses and leave me alone.
***
on a lighter note,
a BIG THANK YOU to all who bothered to send me a text message wishing me a happy sixteenth birthday. :)))
surprise, surprise,
the people who bothered, especially those who sent at the exact moment of 11.59/12.00mn
were least expected. :D
but honestly, they came as a pleasant surprise and were extremely heart-warming.(yknow, warm and fuzzy.) ha ha.
a BIG THANK YOU to ly khai jolyn deb halimatul for the awfully chocolate-y cake, "pretty" plates, tic tac, puff puff, and for erm... riding your bicycles. :D
a BIG THANK YOU to da arters for spending half my birthday with me, tolerating my idiosyncrasies, SINGINGZZZ and utterly insane behaviour; jedi for the lovely hug, EH CHANTAL WHERE MY KISSIE. hahaha
a BIG THANK YOU to jedi and chantal, subway(citylink actually) was insanely AWESOMEZZ.
lastly, a BIG THANK YOU to all who bothered with presents esp. debbie that was unexpected. haha.

well. loads of lurvvvvvv, guys! <3!

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12:36 AM