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Wednesday, July 02, 2008

shoot an apple off my head

i think i will be taking a short hiatus off blogging,
till at least after this week when art coursework finally ends!!!
friday is in two days time.
once again, ambivalence. :\
but i have no one to blame, i am a lazy procrastinating fucker who deserves to die.
my canvas is almost complete! i am only left with the blue blue sky..
strive on, folks. :)
strive on, me.
i am still trying my very best to convince myself that this shit will all be worth it in the end.
ms teh seems absolutely sure, but i know that that is because she has no choice but to advocate for her own beloved subject.
i need reassurance.
i need someone to tell me its going to be worth it.
i know that it will be , but somehow when i tell it to myself my mind refuses to register.
insecure freak
ew, why am i like that!
i'm a foreigner in my homeland,
a stranger amidst a sea of familiar faces.
just another face in the crowd,
just another brick in the wall.
the weak ones are there to justify the strong
on which side of the fence are you going to stand.?

she's not here @

9:55 AM