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Thursday, August 14, 2008

FREE GIFT. ha ha ha ha ha

with regards to prelims, so far we're done with English, Mother tongue, A Maths paper two, Bio paper two.
many more to go.
Art paper two!!! argh, week one is over and i have not done a single sketch.
tschhhhh i deserve to die.
art coursework due tmr. prep boards= less than 50% complete.
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a recent conversation with Mr Sng and Ms Teh have had me thinking, thinking harder than ever before.
it was indeed refreshing to see from his(Mr Sng) perspective, and it left me questioning the very fundamentals of my belief system.
we had a long and rather serious conversation about... everything, new topics hitchhiking the previous and occasional hijacking of topic which only brought about a whole new series of questions and discussion.
we concluded that most things are dependent on our choices, we believe what we want to believe.
various topics of discourse include: meaning in meaninglessness, absence of connections, creation, artists and renaissance paintings, whether intentions matter, coincidence, objective reasoning, 'right' and 'wrong', each belief system is just one perspective among multitudes of possibilities, chancing upon a clock in a field, one theory doesn't exclude the other, reaching conclusions you can live with.
'God' is such a clever device, we can neither prove his existence nor refute it! He is Man's greatest constant in life, he is the answer to everything.
they spent one and a half hours standing there gosh i felt so bad.
i went home and thought about it(i studied too k), and wondered why am i unable to just accept God in life. i reached a conclusion- life is just more intriguing and enigmatic without an answer to all my questions. i need to stay interested in the world, i need the endless questions to satiate my inquiring mind. LoL
i have not changed. people dont change.
one may point out that seeking reason in an unreasonable world is in itself meaningless, and the fact that the outcome is still the same makes it all the more meaningless BUT to me, this conversation was not meaningless at all. :)

SS tmr! All the best everyonezxzxz... and me.


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