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Sunday, September 21, 2008

take care, i've been hurt before
too much time spent on closing doors

i've been having many strange dreams recently, i wonder if they mean a thing..
if they do, they hardly seem positive.

just the night before, i had a dream in which my sisters and i were rushing about our house(entirely different and unfamiliar setting from my actual house), preparing to go swimming. but every time we were just about done with our preparations, one of us would say," wait, let me get something..." the rest of us would suddenly realise that we too have forgotten something, and everyone would buzz about the house again to retrieve their phantom things. we never got to swim.

dreams in which people are chasing me, trying to kill me are also getting increasingly frequent.
there was one in which a friend was chasing me, trying to infect me with a deadly disease. but in the end, i was stabbed by my best friend(entirely unfamiliar face, but in that dream she was my best friend) and left to bleed. actually, i gave her a knife and told her to kill me so that i would not be infected by that deadly disease. however, i didn't expect her to plunge the knife into my abdomen so readily. i remember being shocked/surprised when she stabbed me without even flinching or hesitating, and fled without even looking back at me. chantal knows this one. ha ha ha

i think dreams sometimes reflect your innermost desires. the night after Ms Teh told me i did horribly for art paper two, i dreamt that she made a mistake and read me the wrong mark.
gawd, am i pathetic or pathetic.? thank god i still got an A2.

wont you come inside with me today..
wont you stay inside with me today..
cant you see its gonna rain.?

she's not here @

12:04 PM