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Sunday, September 14, 2008

i was wrong.

i did not fully understand then, but now i finally do.
since my (very long) conversation with the-best-man-i-have-ever-met last friday, i finally understand.
i finally know the Truth.
it fit, it made sense. i cannot hide from it, nor can i ignore it.
when something smells like shit, looks like shit, feels like shit and tastes like shit, we do not think that it is something else.
its just that.. what do i do now that i know of the Truth.?
i dont expect my life to change, perhaps i dislike change.
the Truth upsets my entire belief system and all that i stand for till today.
my reasoning, thinking, perspective and opinions are all affected.
i have no idea how to grasp my mind around this concept, i am the best at doing the exact opposite: be skeptical, question, and refute it.
what do i do now that i have no choice but to admit,
God is Truth.?

she's not here @

3:09 PM