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Thursday, October 16, 2008

i am glad that i possess the inability to feel awkward.
i hardly find silences awkward, rather, i honestly find it trying to constantly come up with new, interesting small talk all the time.
it is refreshing to sit in the silence of one another, just enjoying the comfort of each others' presence, allowing wordless conversations to flow along our stream of thoughts.

this obstacle i hope we can quickly overcome. then, we can hope to be lifelong friends.
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i am saddened that we are not having a prom night this year.
as much as prom night is an unimportant and superficial event, it is still a much anticipated highlight that marks the end of our four gloomy years in this school.
i need not recount the series of unfortunate events that have befallen our batch of students, not many can forget the recurring feelings of dissatisfaction, exasperation and resentment.
not having enough funds to rent a place outside is a bad argument; we now know that the claim that teachers are reluctant to fork out some money is false, and the students can pay.
not wanting to inculcate the non-value of vanity is worse, seeing as this will be a final gathering for all of us, and that we are all becoming women.
clearly, the decision-makers have not spared a thought for the significance of this event to us.
every journey should ideally have a good beginning and a good ending. or, at the very least, a decent closure. (the programme for Grad Day this year was....... crappy and lame.)
in our eyes, Cedar cannot hope to redeem itself.
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good(?) thing we have a more pressing issue at hand.
(i am silently panicking)
dies-

she's not here @

11:05 PM