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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Sometimes the night still consumes me.
in the creeping silence, darkness seeps through the pores of my skin.
a soothing bleed.
a silent plea, unheard.
i am utterly alone, left to face myself, unable to hide.
it is not so much of loneliness now, but of anonymous irrational fears that suddenly arise.
for long moments i lay overwhelmed,
accentuated by the black, inscrutable night sky in all its majestic and enigmatic grandeur
till i am reminded of God's presence and i am ashamed.
dear heavy heart.
i cannot even escape in my dreams.

Oh the days are fine.
entirely preoccupied; so busy all the time, busy being in love.
the joy in living are simple pleasures derived from loving and being loved in return.
it is such a blessing to be alive, and dont forget to love!
Mornings are the loveliest.
The sun is barely out and time is out to charm you.
it is time to be alone.
breathe in the fresh moist air!
we all need some time on our own.

It shocked me when i realised that November is almost over.
my time doesn't feel maximised and well spent.
i imagined doing much, much more.
tell me i am not stuck in a rut.
i wanna get out there. see the world! explore! or at least not be forgotten by friends..
Our lives are rushing by like a runaway train, we have no time for hesitations.
i hesitated on going to China with my mother, and now that door is closed.
i am hesitating on learning a new language, soon it will be too late.
we have no time for hesitations.
dont put off till tomorrow what we can do today.
carpe diem!
seize the day!
or die regretting the time you lost.
why do i hesitate.

she's not here @

9:35 PM