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Friday, August 14, 2009

did some solid studying for a chem test today, must say it sure felt good to be utilizing my brains again! it sort of gives me a high to feel all focused and efficient, like heart pumping blood and adrenaline, eyes wide and bright, heightened alertness. rapid firing of thoughts(right thoughts), click, click, click, clicking time away, the expiry of each second amplified don't waste even a second now gone, gone, gone. and just knowing things and being able to do sums, to walk out of the lecture theatre after the test thinking it was quite 'ok' and manageable... it all gives me a strange sense of satisfaction, like there are things in my mind, people. thoughts are constantly swirling, lights flashing, electric. "zzzzztt!" there, another thought just sped across my mind, fresh and original. (:D)
/Ms Teh told me that i'll make a good artist because there're so many things going on in my mind that it becomes a web. i will pick something from this web to express about each time, and people will begin to anticipate my work. ha ha it is appealing to speculate on this prospect, however artists don't make good money and i honestly am unable to envision myself in any profession right now. hmm. once an artist always an artist..??

On a more serious note: 44 days to promos, we are so hard-pressed for time it becomes smothering... and i have the first four months to make up for. i have an urge to study very hard now. and i expect this feeling to take me through promos, hopefully(pray) also through next year.

LETS WERK HARD 2GETHERZZZ

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