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Monday, August 31, 2009

it's like i'm holding my breath underwater
although i admit i kind of like it when i do

i missed baybeats for studying.
i missed baybeats for studying.
i fucking missed baybeats for studying.
it's not about being in the "scene"; i deeply long to experience something different from this rut that i'm stuck in, something awe-inspiring(since i missed fireworks on national day i've been waiting dying to feel awe-struck), something. just something.
something like baybeats. a walk in King Albert park. whatever
i heard this year was good..? i'll go search for the bands.. x_x

and i truly regret not meeting up with several teachers this teachers' day.. i was especially looking forward to chatting with a couple of teachers, i seriously needed a balancing of perspective from wiser people. Ms Poon, Mr Sng(whom i think have forgotten me), Mdm Er, Ms Teh, Mrs Chia et cetera... i miss you alllll:(((
i was nearing school when i heard most teachers have left. extremely disappointing..

on a brighter note: chilling with my darhlings was ahhsumz!!!
we all wore the cedar uniform, met chan ros cat at The Cathay also in cedar uniform! chan so happy to see youuuuuuu<33333
cam-whored, YMCA-ed, laughed like shitloadssss oh my god ha ha i swear i luv ly deb khai halimatul jolyn(in no particular order)!!! NOSES. HA HA HA(inside joke:P) i am never going to let you girls forget the stupid times! The Proposal was HILARIOUS, expectedly predictable but still exceedingly feel-good nonetheless. mmhmmm once again laughing hystericallll... dinner @ swensens ion orchard, failed surprise("oh i'm sorry we don't have anymore candles..." "........") but khairiah you know we love youuuu!!! Happy Burpday in advance, dearest!

ha ha eck danial! what is our problem.?

what exactly is my problem...?
i just feel like ripping out my heart, tearing apart my flesh.. welling oozing sparkling garnet breathe, breathe, drown, drown

she's not here @

10:11 PM