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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

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There. I am at my wit's end.

So I guess I never for once thought that I was the cause of your unhappiness. That was really unexpected. A surprise bullet to my chest and now it's lodged between my first and second left rib. At least that's where I think the aching pain is coming from. ah haa what am I saying?
I guess I find you disappointing, quantifying love with material goods, which seem in comparison quite scant (when it really isn't).It's sort of a "too bad you can't always get what you want in life" thing, but I expected you to be more sensible than that. Because it's so stupid, and worse of all hurtful, and I admit i can't truly forgive you. And here's the silly part: I had thought that at least amidst this crumbling there is a relationship I so deeply cherish; Now I find out that all this while I have been a villain in your eyes.

Home is a place whereby any time you so choose to return to, it will have to take you in. Siblings are whom no matter how much you hurt them, will still be by your side at the end of the day. I wish they would call these something you less deserve. But the contradiction is that I still love you and miss you and everyday wish things would return to the way they were, the way you were.

she's not here @

11:01 AM