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Saturday, October 23, 2010

'Dengeki Daisy' is a brilliant manga, but I don't know, I guess it's not very healthy. It gives the same effect as reading Plath, or something. Especially when I am frequently unable to distinguish between myself and the persona.

Sometimes i find the way I act irritating and I don't want to impose this burden onto anyone. But I don't know what to do myself when I get repeatedly defeated by darkness.

I try very hard to hold on to every little feeling of recovery, but I guess it only works in the day when there is light streaming in from everywhere. I wish I could capture some of it and safekeep it in my heart so that darkness couldn't so easily undo all that I've done..

Would you understand if I say I feel abandoned?
Being hyper self-aware is not good at all if it doesn't contribute positively.

I can't find a solution when I have no explanations. I am as bizarre to my own self as you probably think I am.. It is already too late but if I can't find a solution soon then really good luck to me. But by tomorrow I believe I will be fine again. BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop

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