I guess, for my particular circumstance, a state of 'feeling nothing' is the next best thing to recovery, since the latter as it would seem cannot be easily attained nor sustained for more than a fortnight.

Falling ill again, need to get better and productive. Am feeling blessed, taking the vitamin C that Mrs Liang(Bio tutor) bought for the whole class and lemsip from Yijun's 'carepack'... Wei Ren informed us that the vitamins are selling for $6.40 per box at Guardian, and Mrs Liang bought one box per person for my whole class!?!? I feel very bad that I can't even reciprocate her goodwill by attending her lectures:(
Yijun darling if you are reading this please know that I truly appreciate your lovely carepack!!!! Seeing it makes me feel vvv happy and blessed:) the reason I'm so tardy in giving you something in return is because I'm afraid it would seem obligatory:( I promise you that I will always be here for you!

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Crucial moments like this tend to reveal the ugly aspects of a person's character that is usually masked by superficial goodtimes and what for in having a friend that is only useful during goodtimes? How long can one pretend, forgive, and forget... The least a person should do is to not become an overbearing liability to others, and if they ever should, have some shame about it.