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Sunday, February 20, 2011

Grey spots on the concrete floor are appearing much faster than I had imagined, but I only want to stay here.
Protect my books with plastic but nothing protects me.
Got a new pack of ice blast thought I liked it but already I don't.
The breeze is good but thought of death never leaves once you admit you are seduced.
I couldn't force you to take me in and this upsets me more than anything else.

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Some 'kind residents' had called the police on me today. I was at my usual hangout, in my comfort zone, just lying down. They thought that I had off-ed myself. If they were a couple of yards closer they might have heard Seawolf begging "please don't lie, don't lie to me, that you're not afraid, My Love". I jerked up suddenly aware of eyeballs scrutinizing me from the adjacent blocks, when policemen came striding over, I was about to flip those by-watchers off, then further behind i see paramedics pushing a foldable stretcher. Held back the finger. Oh my god what on earth.

In the end they had to take my blood pressure using a complicated tool-box thing as precaution while I laughed it off, repeatedly saying no, no, I was just enjoying the view, of course I'm not suicidal. That last sentence lingers resonant like an odd note.

she's not here @

3:41 PM