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Tuesday, August 16, 2011

been grieving over the loss of a very close friend.
not that this person had passed away, but in essence it's the same thing, he had died in my life. of course i had seen this coming, like a wave rolling in from afar, but this doesn't lessen the intensity with which it hit me.
now just a profound sadness stacking lead weight in my heart.
i will never get used to this.

peeling off scabs to old wounds so they bleed afresh again.


she's not here @

12:32 AM



Till the loneliness shadows the sky, i'll be sailing down. And i will know, i know i can clear the clouds away.. Oh is it a Crime? Swing the heartache, feel it inside out; When the wind cries, i will say goodbye.. Never know, never trust that love should see a colour.. Where's the Answer, is this forever? So Crucify my love, if my love is blind. Tried to reach out for eternity; Crucify my love, if it should be the way