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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

When i look at the faces of people i'm interested/ feel i would be interested in, i always wonder what their voices would sound like. i find this idiosyncrasy of mine odd as well, it's not like voices are indicative of personality or character traits.. perhaps it's my idea of fun or an act of compulsion, but i always felt that a certain face type would match a particular voice and by 'serious extension' a certain personality. It's one of the things i honestly can't explain or would be thought of as a freak if i ever do try, but here it is - do you think me a freak?

There's this stranger i read religiously, and by 'religiously' i mean 'all the time like a ritual'. i don't know her, neither does she me, but i can't help feeling our resemblance and while saying this i also feel like if i were her i'd respond with a wall of skepticism being 'protective of my individuality'. She writes about her life and feelings extensively, and i think it qualifies me as a stalker to know the names of her friends. (Disclaimer : i never do this in real life) To some extent maybe i'm even envious of her because she's a living, breathing version of who i wish to be and the life i wish to have.
Now i say this with utmost caution because we are two 'alike' people in almost entirely different environments; i have good things in my life that i will never exchange anything for, but i think i yearn to have good friends with whom i can be honest about myself to, like she does. If we ever meet, it will go either way: We'll understand each other like telepathy and be great friends, or our auras will rebound off each other like electric and stay as far apart as ends of a dichotomy.
Either way, i'd just be curious to know her voice.

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2:20 AM