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Saturday, October 28, 2006

i'm prolly gonna delete most of the previous post. yup.


yet another year has passed, swiftly in the wind.
and as we make our final hugs,
take our final pictures,
shed our final tears,
together,


we all know that we'd be looking ahead,
to a new beginning!
and that


THIS WILL NOT BE THE END OF OUR FRIENDSHIP.


frienship exists everywhere, anywhere.
and should not be confined in school only...
so, the next time we meet,
a simple hi, a simple exchange of words,
would keep our friendship going ^^


and as much as i miss 2/A,
i wish all 2/Aers the best in wadever choice yall make
cos a NEW YEAR
= NEW BEGININGS
= NEW IMPRESSIONS
= NEW LIFE !!!


hey. its a new life, LIVE IT. :)


i'm half addicted,
but i'll learn to quit...
you're my heroine


she's not here @

12:42 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

oh mirror, mirror on the wall
heal my soul
tell me life is beautiful



i'm no stranger to misfortune,
and i've been misunderstood my whole life.
thus, i really give up trying to explain the truth sometimes...
but believe in me
since i dont believe in anything..
and judge me based on wad you know of me,
not based on wad ppl tell you..
dont label me


crystal ball, crystal ball
hear my song
everything i've done is wrong...




she's not here @

9:25 PM

Monday, October 23, 2006

ouchywawa. i slammed the door, and it got my finger. ><
talk about equivalent exchange.....


only i CAN actually feel... CAN YOU, MR CAR.?! arghh


----------- everynight i lay awake
i dream of unconsciousness and pain ;
shortness of breath and even death ;


just to fall asleep...

she's not here @

7:35 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

more blogging today. hurray, this is my 3rd post! omg.. xD
and there's no end to randomness..


my current fave sentence:"All is not lost" hahaah. "Non omne erro est" in latin. (i'm not that good in translating, cos the diff forms and everything is really very confusing.. so correct me if i'm wrong.. ^^)


a little question!! what four numbers form satu dua tiga ampat.? eheheh. test your IQ.. (ans @ the bottom..)




haha. keep thinking about it bfore you look below! and while you're at it, i'd end this post with Nosce te ipsum. know thyself. tata & goodnight! :)


ans: 2444! todays 4-D first prize number... its not a trick question, really. xD


she's not here @

9:36 PM


alethea (while gulping down water) : "i feel like a water catchment area.. "
alethea (while looking at hannah loke) : " you are a rock."
alethea (after spilling water on her blouse) : "i feel like i urinated on my shirt.."


hahahaah.!!! water catchment!!! LOL. i was playing cards (no, POKER. not some harry potter uno shit) while i heard alethea saying all these behind me and i swear, i burst out laughing. as in literally Laughing Out Loud, and not just Thinking Of Laughing. (hahaa i hope yall have heard of TOL)


cheers. we should all love the little random things in life. xD

she's not here @

5:13 PM


why stress yourself silly with tomorrow's worries
just kick back and relax today
cos tomorrow might be a brighter day
ahead of you (you'll never know)


whats done is done and cannot be undone
just let worries slip away
cos there's no point wishing things were different
yesturday (just wait for tomorrow)


all the time spent fretting
yet things won't change (things can't change)
you'll never know whats coming
so pamper yourself --------
just have fun and wait!


the first cheery song i've composed,
dedicated to ling yu and jenn (yes, yes) and probably all the others who always worry about things that have not yet happen and which they do not know if the result would be good or bad,
but are just AFRAID it would be bad... e.g, EXAM RESULTS!! ahaha


talk about irrational fears...


she's not here @

4:27 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

ok. i admit that i'm a dreamer, and that i day-dream a lot
but you cant really blame me for being like that eh.. ^^|


its not that i believe wadever i dream will come true,
but, my inner world is simply better than this one..
its smth i'm drawn to do by nature, really. hahaah
i just simply want smth to feel "right" for a while..
no harm done in that, is there.?



she's not here @

11:30 PM


i officially, solemnly declare that i do not like words whereby "C" is replaced with a "K"


oops. sorry for the randomness..


i was watching a korean drama, depicting the King's subjects burning all available boats after the King had crossed the river, safe from the Japanese invasion, leaving all his people stranded on the dock with nowhere to run from the Japs.


they claimed that this was for the King's own safety, and that his well-being was far more important and held a greater significance than that of the people, who were but mere minors that could be sacrificed.


i find this highly amusing and greatly question the wisdom of their actions.. not that you care, but i dont really care if care. ^^ i mean, life is all about striking a balance (actually, i quite believe in yin and yang. heh)


there would be no king, if there were no people
similarly, there would be no light, if there was no darkness
no fast runners, if there were no slow ones
no smart ppl, if there were no less smart ones
no skinny ppl, if there were no fat ones.......


so wad are you better ppl so smug and stuck up for.?!
ppl always live life in denial, with this superiority complex.
they see themselves as better than all others, and that all others are inferior to them.
thus, ppl all become so challenging.. whereever is the joy in just having non competitive FUN.?
big fucks. whats their fucking problem.? go get a fucking life la..








she's not here @

10:07 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

i really have to say this, so bear with me:


HAHAHAHAHAHATAPWATERHAHAHAHAMARTIANHAHAHAHAHAHCANTGETOVERITHAHAHAHAHA

she's not here @

8:32 PM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

mmhaha.. so i'm prepared to fail maths.
i mean like fail really badly.
about 78% fail. x)


fuck la. so hard for wad? though its supposed to be better for us...
but.... how many confidences have they broken along the way?
overall, its really not all that good afterall. :|

she's not here @

5:03 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

teddies don't hug back, but sometimes, they're all you've got...

she's not here @

2:18 PM