erm. i guess soon, its goodbye to you too...
heehee, i'm out of hiatus early. ;)
so far, all my papers are doneee except for art art art. :)
i'm hoping to make this art piece the best.
art's this friday. :)
english was hard!!! ooh nuu. -o-
mt was surprisingly quite good, my own compo amused me. lol
e maths was half good half bad, paper one sucked shit worxzxzx
ss was quite good, they didnt try to kill us.
geog was...... lets not talk about it. -.-
chem was quite easy, if only i had 10 more seconds!!!! ARR.
bio was quite allright, albeit that stupid inability to identify epidermal cells. >.<>
a maths today, i cant tell if its good or bad. more bad than good, i suppose.
i hope i pass everything except geog. LOL.
nvm lah, fail then fail. retest only wad! big deal ah.??
HAHA how utterly convincing. xD
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This is for the ones
Who believe
Their lives won't change
Hoping that someday
Things will mend
And be the same
This is for the ones
Who have lost it all
When all thats left to gain
Is a simple reminder
That the things that we're blind to slip away
How can I say, say I'll be okay
And if I fall
Through these days
That go by without cause
Just a painful mistake
Has left me here on my own
And if I fall
Through these nights
I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me
Gives me the strength to hold on...
i love ling yu khairiah jolyn halimatul deborah and yes, germaine you too. :)
my heartfelt shoutouts! ^^ (in no particular order)
LINGYU: bestfriend and neighbour, remember how we met.? hahaha okay cliche sorry. i'll can the melodrama. xD but remember how when we first started out as friends? from counting all our similarities, to realising all our differences... so i dont watch as much tv, i dont eat pickles, i love ol' school... but we still got on fine, in fact we're better than ever. hahaha. and the times of intolerance with each other we learned to bear, the little tempers we concealed. the times of fun and laughter (you made me cryyy! Dx) i can never thank you enough.
JOLYN: hey jew! when did we become this close, i honestly cant remember. maybe if you do, enlighten me! haha lady, please know that if anytime you feel like speaking to someone, i'm willing to listen! you can call me anytime, 24/7. :) if not, i can give you hugs and even kisses. :D we all have our insecurities, and sometimes death really IS an option. but hold on, we'd make it through the darkest nights together. x) and sometimes, i discourage you to do stuff. its not that i'm trying to interfere with your life or wadevershit, but i really do care as a friend, and i dont wish to see you downspiral. :( sometimes we need to know our limits.. x) you know you're smart!
KHAIRIAH: KHAIRIAHHHH!!! whyyyyeee wont youuuu eaaaatttt.???? hahaha. girl, here goes the mushy stuff. i've been trying to avoid answering you for like, forever. xD i'm taking charge of your meals, paying for them and forcing you to eat, simple because I CARE. haha yes, i care a lot for you as a friend. and maybe somethings you dont wanna share with me yet its fine, but i do hope you'll tell me one day! i dont wanna unintentionally appear as an insensitive cow... and i would very much like to hear my friend's story! haha quick, GET SOCIAL and bore me if you must. xD and you're a really lovely person, know that. :)
DEBORAH: ob-la-di, ob-la-da, life goes on, DEH-BRAAA! xD hahaha you funny kid. thanks for making all our times together so much funnier. you amuse with yourself! lolss wad with you new bra-line of sorts... and you're funny when you're drunk! xD but lady, if ever you feel stressed and need a break, or just a break anyway, you can always give us a ring!
(ahh dont mind, shoutouts get shorter as i get lazier. direct proportion! xD)
HALIMATUL: hey you! its great you're back :D we've been through so much together, we've all grown. next time if anything, we'd talk things out like mature women. LOLWTF. but i really hope we'd all stay as friends, cause i'm enjoying this so much! xD
GERMAINE: haha can i say welcome to the family.? xD eww. well, its really great to have you joining us drg recess and more! i foretell a good friendship. LOL lady, i know you're sad sometimes, sometimes i can see it, sometimes i feel it, other times you conceal it well. xD i dont know your problems, but if you need a listening ear, a hug, two hugs, or three, you can always come find me. :D
YOU GUYS: thank you for the memories. but now everytime i think of them, my heart gets ripped apart. like a river overflowing with nostalgia; everytime i see you all and them, i turn away. cos my heart aches so bad, i afraid of falling apart. when did time freeze between you all and me.? have i missed something so important now its impossible to turn back.? at least you all are happy now.
but it hurts...
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
