Thursday, November 30, 2006
so i thought a change in song might be nice...
this one's PATIENCE by Guns N' Roses. not a genre that many may like,
but i kind of dont care. no. actually, i dont. ^^
i feel that rock bands that always play rock actually sound reeeaaaalllyyyy good when they suddenly play a slower, sentimental, or acoustic number!!! yup. love GnR loads. :D
i think there's too much junk in cyberspace. and all these are causing IE to cock up. and the pages to load so uber slowly... yadayadayada.. netscape/firefox is much faster, but too bad they make the fonts and layout of blogs look real fugly. ><
and all we need is just a little patience...
its getting more and more ridiculous. now she's even copying the way i TALK. zzzomg
just have a little patience
i'm feeling your frustration
but any minute the pain will stop
cause i
need time
my heart is numb, has no feeling
so while i'm still healing
just try
and have a little patience
i really wanna start over again
i know you wanna be my salvation
the one that i can always depend
i'll try to be strong
believe me i wanna move on
its complicated but understand me
cos the scars run so deep
its been hard but i have to believe
have a little patience
so i've got this mosquito bite thats really queer and unlike the many other thousands i have
its like fking huge and keeps getting bigger
and unlike the typical one circle dot, this one looks like i was bitten by a mosquito that has a hexagonal mouth or smth.
eekywawa
and its scaring me to bits and pieces
cos its so fking huge and smartly situated at the joint behind me left knee
and thus, i cant bend or squat properly. dammit.
i keep thinking i got like elephantisis or smth
RARR. i wanna exterminate all the mosquitos that roam this earth.
and roaches too. ><
Sunday, November 26, 2006
you wont
try to save me
you just
want to hurt me
and leave me desperate...
its amazing how you can do smth to hurt me this minute
& yet act as if nth had happened the next...
as if everything was the same as before...
as if that hateful episode never occured...
as if everything was alright...
as if you never broke my heart...
as if you never left me stranded and shattered...
as if you never left me decimated...
as if you still love me and i still love you...
nth will ever be the same again.
even if it all still looks alright.
its not.
you wont
leave me alone
chisel
my heart out of stone
i give in everytime
Thursday, November 23, 2006
dont you EVER DARE to ask me why i never miss you again
& all the words left unspoken
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
finally, LTC came to an end today...
it was really challenging, rushing, strict, tiring, but altogether FUN FUN FUN!!!!
although i was rather disappointed that due to the rain, we did not manage to complete most of the high-elements activities, orienteering activities, had to jog all the way back to LAC from labrador which resulted me almost pulling my arch muscle, and campfire had to be held in the MPH instead, after all the tough preperations the leaders made, it was a GREAT EXPERIENCE!!!
you cant blame me.. that was my first camp. x) and i LOVED EVERY BIT OF IT!!!
and INDIGO, i will always love you guys. :) though sometimes, i am quite irritated that a few ppl always INSIST ON STICKING TOGETHER where ever we go, wadever we do...and that yall refuse to work a little more independently, with other ppl but each other. rarr.
but that aside, i LOVE LTC!!! abseiling from such a height scared me a little when i looked down and pictured myself falling straight down down DOWN. hard. and cos we abseiled right after climbing the rockwall, my arms were still a little numb and shivering.. and i couldnt really clench my fists, much less lock the rope behind my back..,which made me lose confidence even more.. but I MADE IT!!! hahaha and i ate A LOT!! i think indigo should be awarded an EATING AWARD! cos during field cooking, we rushed and ate every pot of food in 3 minutes!!! and during breakfast, lunch and dinner, we ate the most too... one of the few groups that ate 2 WHOLE LOAVES of bread in the morning, and SO MUCH during lunch.. x) i ate like 4 1/3 +++ bread, 2 1/2 +++ plates of lunch.. OMFG. i think its not digested yet. >< i'm gonna grow FAT!!!
ok thats all.. wanna know more about LTC, come ask me. ^^ right now, i'm sleeeeeeepppyyyy. lack of sleep these past 2 nights.. fire drill aint helping at all.. >< haha TATA.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
struggling so hard
to keep from drowning
fighting so hard
too tired of trying
but if you'd just let go
forget the chase
just let things flow
you'd float to the surface
cast away all hate
take things in your stride
leave life to fate
forget the fight!
someday,
please pray
that they'll understand
whats important to you, may not be to them
but always, always, wholeheartedly defend;
YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE, NOT THEM.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
i'm baaaccckkkk from penang!!!
haha i loved it there, and it kind of felt a little like singapore..oO
(partially cos we rented a car..)
for a really short summary, penang is the sum of all FUN!!
maybe not all.. but wadever.. :)
i loved the char kuay teow, the night bazaar, how their immitations look sooo uber real, the nature they still retains, the coolness up penang hill, and most of all, the banana boat and JETSKI!!!
omgomgomgomgomgomg. you HAVE to try jetskiing!!!
hahaha we've reach speeds so high, you can only do it on water, with a jetski.. xD
i rode with my dad and audrey, but i sat in front, so i got to try riding and controlling it...
i was so omfg-ingly FAST!!! wow. so fast that i got scared for a moment. haha!!
but nonetheless FUN!
& J-E-T-S-K-I-I-N-G is how i spell thrill and exhilaration. :D
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
owiiieeee...!
i whacked my ankle on that fitness bar.
and now its swollen and bruised.. rarr. ><
i effing hate maths!!
what am i fighting for, you ask.?
... hahaah... i really dont know anymore...
I tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it
i dont believe it makes me real
i thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me
i meant all the things i said
if you believe its in my soul
i'd say all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that i'm trying to let you know
that i'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
i dont know how it got so bad
sometimes its so crazy
that nothing can save me
but its the only thing that i have
if you believe its in my soul
i'd say all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that i'm trying to let you know
that i'm better off on my own
i tried to be perfect
it just wasnt worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
its hard to believe me
it never gets easy
i guess i knew that all along
if you believe its in my soul
i'd say all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that i'm trying to let you know
that i'm better off on my own.....
i think i'm going crazy...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
" When i was a young boy
my father took me into the city
to see a marching band.
He said: 'Son when you grow up,
would you be, the saviour of the Broken,
the Beaten and the Damned.?'
He said: 'Will you, defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made.?
Because one day, i'll leave you
a phantom to lead you in the summer
to join the Black Parade. "
MCR- Welcome to the black parade.
i'm in love with this song now.!
the lyrics and MV are really inspiring. :)
* encouraging yall out there to watch. heh*
its really great to care naught sometimes.
when you have not a worldly care at all,
nothing can bring you down...
nothing can break you..
ain't life grand.?
Friday, November 03, 2006
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
ling yu, jolyn, khairiah, deborah, halimatul,
only you dudettes have the power to make me laugh so hard.
xD
yesturday was great!!
it was " we-all-shall-laugh-till-we-literally-cry" day...
haha. it all started with a simple joke.:
kfc aunty: yes wad do you want.?
ling yu: a medium drink.
kfc aunty: wad drink.?
ling yu: a medium drink!!!
kfc aunty: tsk. WAD DRINK LA.?!?!
ling yu: (was about to say medium drink when jolyn told her and she realised)
oh err pepsi.
hahaha! L-O-L !! and we all laughed till we cry..
and i looked at how jolyn laugh, and i laugh summore.!
omg.. i just worked my abs. hahaha
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
aren't mushrooms the cutest fungus on earth.?!
omg they're such cute food, plus, they're really fun to eat.!
hahahahaah.. doncha think so.?
will you be the saviour of the Broken, the Beaten and the Damned.?
