Crush

Saturday, March 24, 2007

what- have i been too convenient.?

what would the worst thing be if you
took the wheel and you lost control.?
no one is safe inside your safety zone...
dont understand but i hear what you're saying
the repetition of a lonely life
somebody tell me why the
heart is waging war against the
friends of the enemy of your mind

she's not here @

9:48 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

5 May 1992, 9.40 am... the day life got ugly...the day everyone else's life got ugly... the day the World got ugly...

i' m so sorry, people...
i didnt call for this.
i didnt call for this at all...
if i could, i'd wish that things would go back.
back to the day i wasnt born...

i'm so sorry, people...
for realizing my own obscenity and yet feign ignorance.
like i knew nothing at all...
if i could, i'd wish i was braver.
to arrest my crime- filled heart...

for hurting so many people;

culpable homicide not amounting to murder - with a special exception...

to be hanged anyway.

she's not here @

8:18 PM

today was our first LUNCHBOX DAY!!! (as will be every friday)

haha gosh it was so fun! and i feel bringing lunchbox is much better....!
no queue! lol really.
recess felt so long today... =)

and we all won some awards too! haha

PRETTIEST LUNCHBOX - halimatul! (hers was colourful.)
LARGEST LUNCHBOX CAPACITY - ling yu! (hers was large and square.)
HEALTHIEST LUNCHBOX - jolyn! (hers had vege pictures.)
BEST FOOD - yours truly! (ahh... it was pasta. :D)
MOST UNIQUE LUNCHBOX - deborah! (hers was a koko krunch box.)
MOST EMPTY LUNCHBOX - khairiah! (she didnt have any.)

haha!!! i so wanna do this again... =D

she's not here @

8:05 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

life's such a bitch.

oooh~! suddenly i miss nada. =D

can i trust you, my tissue paper magic...?

she's not here @

10:31 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

no, i shall not let stress get the better of me. and us. :)

omg. let me tell you a horror story. (its true)

The Dinosaur Descendent and the Praying Mantis.

today, at some point of time during training, in the middle of the track...
there lie, a LIZARD and a PRAYING MANTIS!

they were staring hardly at each other with much ferocity.
and they wait, and they wait...
daring each other to make the first move...

so concentrated, they were... when SUDDENLY!!!
four cedarians (and one teacher) appeared!!!
and the crowd just kept getting bigger
Mr Praying Mantis, suddenly aware of his surroundings, turned to look at the curious faces...

HOWEVER,
he never thought that this split second of distraction was
FATAL.
it was the worst decision ever, and it caused him his
LIFE.

within that micro-second, the big bad lizard pounced from his position and grabbed Mr Praying Mantis by the neck.
it was over.
the battle was won.
the lizard stood perfectly still and began to devour his catch...
right in front of the 4, now maybe 6 curious people who were greatly horrified and disgusted by the sight.

yaya. then the lizard finally recognized our existance and felt intimidated. (maybe shy. xD)

and he scampered across the track and into some grass patch...

with Mr Praying Mantis still clamped in its mouth.

omg so scary right!!! T.T
see how we're living in a horror story ourselves... :D

she's not here @

7:52 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

OH NO! i'm starting to take up the new hobby of talking to myself full-time...

she's not here @

10:44 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

And as always,
innocent like rollercoasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow
and you have no idea what you're up against
because i've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws
going cascading...

she's not here @

2:02 PM

okay. OAC has officially ended.
wells, what can i say. it was rather disappointing, yes, all the bad weather...
and when we finally had good weather, we had to break camp.
and amidst all the packing up and loading, it had to rain.
haha quite funny, really. all of us were standing there..:" dont rain. pls dont rain. no, dont rain.."
and speaking of the devil, PSSSSHHHHHHHH heavy rain. hahaha

ya. so we did half a session of OBS altogether, and at least i belayed. yay. though in the rain la.
many planned activities couldnt be carried out too.
talk abt all the wasted proposals and planning time. =\

ah wells. but this emergency was, imo, quite a good experience.
to see what we MUST and CAN do during cases of emergency, and to prove that when push comes to shove, we instructors (and ldrs) can actually bond tightly together and help each other out. =D (yknow. all the sugared water and cin cao. hahaha!!!)

optimism prevails!!! hahaha

and i really love my ORR LDRS!!! omgomgomg. and i was just starting to love them... now we have to leave. :(
but i'll always remember them as the best ORR ldrs!!! xDDD yknow. all the heads-and-shoulders-knees-and-toes...and "cheryllicious" and ah ge li, si li pi, ken di men si, and pi li ti.... and what did "0" say to "8" (or 10) and the chicken that wanted chicken chop but was given pork chop.. and all the other funny wunny times.. x) hahaha ORR LDRS ARE THE BEST!!

she's not here @

1:42 PM