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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

yay. metabolisms at work. ^^ but its troublesome, i shit everytime i eat.

i love Japanese TV tetris!! damn fucking funny :D must watch.







i love japanese people. they're always comin up with funny ORIGINAL gimmicks.
unlike singapore's mediacrap, copying their asses off.
(so sue me. -o-)

in the end, i find myself so helpless
cant do anything right.
give me a break, at least let me catch my breath-
or kill me well tonight

emophucks


i'm sorry if i've hurt anyone everyone lately.
i'm ugly, i'm despicable.
(dont tell me i'm not, i know it myself.)
:(
it's hard to control sometimes,when words and actions leap out before you know it.
sigh, life's so rotten.

this world is so beautiful, yet we find it hard to enjoy.
even when there's no reason to feel sad, we hardly find ourselves happy.
sheesh.
& i guess i'm just pathetic.

she's not here @

6:31 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

the weather has been so freaking hot lately,
i'm gonna shrivel up and die.

help! it's THURSDAY. yesterday i mugged - more like stone unproductively-,
i did 1 1/2 pages of note cards. wow me.

cam-whoring never ends. :D
i need to cam-whore more with sexy!
her video lacks me in it, i am utterly sad. LOL.

bicycle takes you everywhere, it takes you to lunch.

jolyn is in a pervertedly random mood. she sends random msgs and leave me hanging.

she's not here @

8:56 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

lets try to remember
these days back in december
our lives were very different
i was lonely when we first met...

a small upstairs apartment
driving through the darkness
to get back home, before they knew
you were even gone...

you dont have to speak because
i can hear your heartbeat...
fluttering like butterflies
searching for a drink.

you dont have to cover up
how you feel when you're in love..
i'll always know i'm not enough
to even make you think...

please, slow down girl
we're moving way too fast
for their world
we've gotta make this last..

i miss you so much,
a self-inflicted coma
the days drag on like marathons,
running with bare feet...

and when i feel the stress
i'm lonely and depressed...
i picture you, in a dress
you wore four weeks ago...

you dont have to speak because
i can hear your heartbeat...
fluttering like butterflies
searching for a drink.

you dont have to cover up
how you feel when you're in love...
i'll always know i'm not enough
to even make you think...

please, slow down girl
you're moving way too fast
for their world
we've gotta make this last...

i know it hurts,
to feel so all alone...
i'm by myself,
more than you could know...

if only,
they were all alone...

Hawthorne Heights- Decembers

she's not here @

11:37 PM


well, jolyn asked me to update my blog, so yeah. since she asked so nicely.... :D haha! jkjk

20 random things to blog about:

1. my room is the shit. it's in a fucking huge mess but i can never clear it up.
2. so i migrated to my sis's room (she has an extra pull out bed)... and got there messed up as well. -o-
3. its a HOLIDAY, and i have no internet connection.
4. i feel like yelling to my dad :" WILL YOU PLEASE JUST GET BACK THAT FUCKING MODEM. IF $58/MTH IS TOO MUCH TO PAY, I WILL FUCKING PAY FOR IT. "
5. maybe half. -o-
6. hols are ending, i have 6 common tests right on the first week that sch reopens.
7. i need to MUGMUGMUG. but i never have the mood, and nothing gets done.
8. I NEED MONEYYY. my mom is not intending to give me pocket money for the whole of this hol. i spent $50+ on art materials, i cannot claim. lol
8. okay. my com is officially screwed up.
9. i waited 1 year plus for my mangas to come out. and re-read the ones i have 14563174657529856412 times over.
10. i bought myself a lunchbox from japan. yay me. xD
11. ME LOVE MOSHING. but headbanging kills, i think i broke my neck. ;D
12. WOW, jolyn. i see your naval piercing.
13. i want to carpet/ parquet my floor.
14. i want another guitar! electric, of course. bring me d money, babayye!!
15.i miss japan badly. :(
16. hawthorne height- decembers is my current ear worm. good sad music. :)
17. THREE CHEERS FOR OL'SCHOOL!
18. ol' school/glam rock is the sex. right, jolyn? ;D
19.i think i need a haircut, but haircutters scare me. -.-
20. i named my phone froufrou, and my shades iffy.
bonus: i love guns, roses, velvet, and vampires. ;)


your tears dont fall,
they crash around me
your conscience calls
the guilty to come home...

all these things i hate revolve around me



she's not here @

10:44 PM