you think you still have all the time in the world when you realise quite suddenly, when you are trying to sleep and your mind is most clear, that the new year is in 3 days. THREE days. gosh.
we are receiving our results in about 2 weeks. honestly, i am scared shit...
i need good results. i want good results, but i feel as though i havent done enough to deserve it.

christmas flew by in a mad rush and this year, more than ever, lacked the joyous festive spirit. none at all. zilch. i hope this isn't the sporting trend for future years..

there are holes in the walls. tiny tiny holes not easily spotted of which ants lead their secret lives.
i think that behind these walls are sophisticated ant tunnels and dungeons that link every hole up. that is why ants seem almost impossible to exterminate.
you know how they say the walls have ears.?
this is it!
the ants are tattletales.

met up with chantal (jed and nette joined us later) recently and we chillzed and talked.
both of us agreed that right now, the only people we can talk to are less than 5.
extremely pathetic ..
and our lives are like boyfriend, work, boyfriend, work, boyfriend, work, every single day..
some girl time would be a good change.
we all need some time to be alone.
doing nothing sometimes satisfies us more than earning money and doing many things.
i think its the break in regular routine that we enjoy.

we also talked about how the meaning of many words have bean twisted and tainted by society of which people blindly conform to.
for example, the word indie.
i listen to indie music but i'm not an indie kid.
what makes an indie kid.?