Tuesday, March 31, 2009
i have
a pocketful of posies
and that's enough, enough.
started on PW, our first 'A' level paper ever.
some find it confusing but i find it easy, familiar even, because the concept development and research is somewhat similar to Art coursework.
thank God for that! (and Ms Teh too:)
and its enjoyable to me, because i miss art a hell lot.
i must stop, stop, stop my down spiraling and catch up, up, up with school work!!!
self- discipline, quit procrastinating.
i bought coloured files and finally organised the increasing stash of papers in my bag today.
time to be a big girl now
:)))
our love, comes in sizes.
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12:13 AM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
THIS IS THE FIRST POST I AM USING MY LAPPY TO TYPE WITH!
ha ha it delivered on thursday, surprise surprise.
pretty, awesome specifications, perfect size. ^^
today was a lucky day for me.
i lost my shoe bag(along with my court shoes) in school, i thought it was a sure goner because wei ren went around to search the places we went but couldn't find it...
the next day i went to the G.O's lost and found area and saw a shoe bag!(its the meridian show bag, so all JC1 have the same one)
but it wasn't mine..
dejected, i was thinking about how my father would react if i told him.
after school, while waiting for my floorball buddies to head for TSH together, something just compelled me to look around for it again.
and guess what, I FOUND IT!!!!
heheheh i conclude that w.r must be blind.
thank God ah ha ha
going to support ly for speech day tmr, hope i can wake up
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12:02 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
don't be very shocked if you chance upon me with a head of white.. KI is massacring my brain cells!
poor things, poor me.
hmm.
...
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hee dont tell you.
floorball is awesome fun! learnt wrist shot, i can make the ball fly nicely yum. hopefully my two years in this CCA will be fulfiling, past experiences with CCAs left much to be desired. sec 3 floorball sessions and sec 4 jumps weren't too bad though! can't wait to get my own floorball stickkkkk. oh yes Ms Poon i have yet to meet you to try out yours oopsies! no time, you see x)
went to visit the mother at NUH just now, she seemed to be in pain, frowning while semi- conscious. the anaesthetic was just beginning to wear off, i think. feel better by tomorrow!
k have to go shower then do work endless chem. damned IVLE! think i'll end up learning 'Gases' myself, like how i kinda self-taught Maclaurin's Series(my friend tried explaining to me and i got it, quite amazing actually he was like "Wow" ha ha not bad)and sat for a test on it...
I'M QUITE PROUD OF THAT LAH but dont hate me :P
(and pardon my pathetic English)
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11:59 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Angst
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7:18 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
it's so rotten, now that i think about it, the way i am, or perhaps act, in school.
i find it ridiculous, sometimes hilarious, and worst of all, it's hardly me.
it's a constant challenge, as if we try so hard to get people to like us.
but that's just me. because you are likable as yourself good for you.
and then maybe you can teach me, please, how to be at ease as myself.
how to be genuinely genuine.
i'm so false it's irreparable or maybe that is how i am.
can one be genuinely crafted to be false.?
day 1/7 of our end-of-term break is almost gone, spent the entire of last night watching movies with the sister(mic). at twilight, we packed to go sentosa, but plans to that and even breakfast were foiled because my sister had to lose her wallet hopefully not but so it seems. ah wells.
next time k now or never.
my family is the most loyal supporter of the IT show. went 3/4 days of the event, my dad got me a lappy! it'll be delivered in two weeks, pray it be good hee hee.
k box thurs ladies' night :))
anyone wanna go esplanade to chillax with me at the mosaic festival.??
nette jed meet soon! chan must meet when you return from aussie! omg get me peachy plsss O_O
and right now i'm having a lock down, a lock down from you so if will just leave me be
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6:42 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Sunday, March 08, 2009
i'm not a good person.
move on. for your sake, move on.
haha our lovely eagle kite took its maiden flight this evening! against the backdrop of the setting sun, spewing embers and pinks across the dull gray canvas, the sight was simply breath-taking. and as we skillfully maneuvered the kite to ride higher winds, our hearts got lifted up too... nice end to a mundane week. it goes on
Ly i'm so sorry! plans to celebrate your birthday keep getting postponed, i'm truly madly deeply sorry k soonish i promise... >.< i do have a surprise to give you though! heehee
augghhh i want to digress about how i have to give Coldplay concert a miss. and i want to go for the german boys choir thing and CATS MUSICAL!!!! but will probably have to give them a miss too... boohoo hoo....
kz I LOST MY GOD, GOTTA GO FIND HIM BACK NOW BYE :)
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10:31 PM
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
lurv the sad sad songs..
people check out The Fire Fight!
http://www.myspace.com/thefirefightsg
they performed at our school during the School Invasion Tour, i felt sympathetic, and still apologise for Cedar's disappointing, unresponsive crowd...
WE'RE NOT ALL LIKE THAT!!!!!
rediscovered them from Chantal's facebook page, so thanks girlie! ;)
SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC K
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12:52 AM
If only i was some sort of English prodigy or literary genius, then perhaps when i try to string a couple of words together they wouldn't seem so clumsy and awkward. i would use my ability for the mere task of articulating my emotions, and claim that a waste if you wish! but even then perhaps the task of forming artistic sentences with coherence would seem less daunting.. right here and now, i often relish the thought of words flowing out freely and naturally from the inner recesses of my mind, but my lack in skill and originality cages my thoughts in my head, i always try, but i always only manage to squeeze out awkward one- liners that appear as excessive emotions from mainstream teenage mediocrity, most of which actually are, or sound like song lyrics anyway. no i'm not bitter, okay maybe a little.. but the point of all this is just to jolt myself into using English confidently and abundantly, with a tad more originality. i am done with pseudo- witty one-liners.. sorry if you bothered to read this and it turned out to be a waste of time!
anyway, i have recently discovered that 12am-2.30am is my time of highest productivity. caffeine has wonkified my sleep- wake cycle and i am not proud of that! we are only in the beginning of the school term and already i am not as hardworking as i hoped to be. it is immensely difficult to quit the bad habit of procrastinating.. i need my studious friends boo hoo hoo >.<
honestly, it is not the distance of 2.4km, but the monotony of six tedious rounds around the track that irks me! NAPFA is soonish, so all we do for PE now is to run run run and have time trials... entirely dreadful, especially when we run amidst the afternoon heat..
we're purchasing our floorball sticks this Wednesday! i anticipate a visit to cedar soonnnn<3
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12:08 AM
Monday, March 02, 2009
Ling yu, you're right. maybe i just dont do "happy".
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6:24 PM
