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Monday, June 29, 2009

And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was Yours
That I was so yours for the taking
I'm so yours for the taking
That's when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say and then you kissed me...

I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are
On this 18th floor balcony...
We're both flying away

And I'll try to sleep
To keep you in my dreams
Till I can bring you home with me
I'll try to sleep
And when I do I'll keep you in my... dreams


<3 Blue October new found great band!!

she's not here @

9:40 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

Michaelllll (ha ha wah first name basis uh!) i havent seen you live!! augh..
as much as you may not be a good person, you are undoubtedly a great musician, and the King of Pop. love the strong beats in your songs, and your incomparable sleek dance moves.. may you rest in peace:)

she's not here @

3:02 PM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I want to take you up the tallest mountain, and yell to the world:
" HELLO WORLD, I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL EVER, AND THIS IS THE MAN I LOVE."
you're beautiful:)
To me, we're strange and we're beautiful<3



love @ starbucksss

she's not here @

2:44 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

hee hee i'm smiling like fuck nowwww

A mere happenstance caused me to stumble
into a love of monumental proportions
***

And i miss.
i miss the touch of your hair,
the scent on your skin that i can smell from far away,
every whiff
knocks my mind off its place, and i stagger to regain control
over the strength i use to
miss you
And your embrace;
those thin arms that you wrap around me
so tightly and fiercely
yet exuding the most tender of tenderness
and the soft
pressing of your soft lips against my forehead washes away
All my fears and my worldly cares
drift away
at the sound of your voice that
I miss dearly
your smooth hands and how you enfold mine in
your fingers-
soothe my frenzied heart
with your eyes-
my heavy heart gets lifted into the heavens
and if only i could be
lying against your chest
right now in your arms
is where i wish to be

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she's not here @

4:15 PM


When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down on your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will tryyyyyy to fix youuuu

she's not here @

12:33 AM


it is the knotting pain in your chest when your heart, heavy, sinks
to your feet that causes you to wince, cringe and hug your knees
suffocating, asphyxiating, breathe in deep
for a slight gasp of fresh air
that somehow do not reach your lungs
and then you try again and again

and again


she's not here @

12:27 AM

Monday, June 08, 2009

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she's not here @

11:01 PM

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

that's communication, babyyy :)
its scary, the what ifs, the thoughts that prickle the edges of my heart, raising the hairs on my arms.
i should only be so sure...
if you leave me now

my dear (f)arters we soooo need to meettt omg lollll

the holidays are upon us, day one being spent on walking hopelessly lost and mass movie time.
i walked for two hours straight, from bugis to dhoby ghaut to smu to nafa to national library to sunshine plaza(sunshine indeed omg) to laselle to LITTLE INDIA WHATTHEFUCK, the sorching sun almost killing me with humidity as its partner in crime....., searching for Singapore Arts Museum.
alas the search was in vain, it came time for us to head to lido already, my friend unsympathetically calling to tell me i should just meet them there.
of course i only have myself to blame, all this hassle because i woke up late...

monsters vs. aliens was not bad, expectedly predictable since it is a cartoon.
humorous for most parts, and i am sure that 'active citizenry' was sooo not the take away point for all of us. ha ha ;)

i shall will slog my ass of this june, organise my life thoroughly and catch up(and overtake!) with schoolwork.... also slog to become the best floorballer 09' ^^


she's not here @

12:19 AM