And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was Yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me...
I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony... We're both flying away
And I'll try to sleep To keep you in my dreams Till I can bring you home with me I'll try to sleep And when I do I'll keep you in my... dreams
<3 Blue October new found great band!!
she's not here @
9:40 PM
Friday, June 26, 2009
Michaelllll (ha ha wah first name basis uh!) i havent seen you live!! augh.. as much as you may not be a good person, you are undoubtedly a great musician, and the King of Pop. love the strong beats in your songs, and your incomparable sleek dance moves.. may you rest in peace:)
she's not here @
3:02 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
I want to take you up the tallest mountain, and yell to the world: " HELLO WORLD, I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL EVER, AND THIS IS THE MAN I LOVE." you're beautiful:) To me, we're strange and we're beautiful<3
love @ starbucksss
she's not here @
2:44 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
hee hee i'm smiling like fuck nowwww
A mere happenstance caused me to stumble into a love of monumental proportions *** And i miss. i miss the touch of your hair, the scent on your skin that i can smell from far away, every whiff knocks my mind off its place, and i stagger to regain control over the strength i use to miss you And your embrace; those thin arms that you wrap around me so tightly and fiercely yet exuding the most tender of tenderness and the soft pressing of your soft lips against my forehead washes away All my fears and my worldly cares drift away at the sound of your voice that I miss dearly your smooth hands and how you enfold mine in your fingers- soothe my frenzied heart with your eyes- my heavy heart gets lifted into the heavens and if only i could be lying against your chest right now in your arms is where i wish to be
When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down on your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will tryyyyyy to fix youuuu
she's not here @
12:33 AM
it is the knotting pain in your chest when your heart, heavy, sinks to your feet that causes you to wince, cringe and hug your knees suffocating, asphyxiating, breathe in deep for a slight gasp of fresh air that somehow do not reach your lungs and then you try again and again
and again
she's not here @
12:27 AM
Monday, June 08, 2009
people
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people
she's not here @
11:01 PM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
that's communication, babyyy :) its scary, the what ifs, the thoughts that prickle the edges of my heart, raising the hairs on my arms. i should only be so sure... if you leave me now
my dear (f)arters we soooo need to meettt omg lollll
the holidays are upon us, day one being spent on walking hopelessly lost and mass movie time. i walked for two hours straight, from bugis to dhoby ghaut to smu to nafa to national library to sunshine plaza(sunshine indeed omg) to laselle to LITTLE INDIA WHATTHEFUCK, the sorching sun almost killing me with humidity as its partner in crime....., searching for Singapore Arts Museum. alas the search was in vain, it came time for us to head to lido already, my friend unsympathetically calling to tell me i should just meet them there. of course i only have myself to blame, all this hassle because i woke up late...
monsters vs. aliens was not bad, expectedly predictable since it is a cartoon. humorous for most parts, and i am sure that 'active citizenry' was sooo not the take away point for all of us. ha ha ;)
i shallwill slog my ass of this june, organise my life thoroughly and catch up(and overtake!) with schoolwork.... also slog to become the best floorballer 09' ^^
she's not here @
12:19 AM
THERE'S A BLUEBIRD IN MY HEART THAT WANTS TO GET OUT BUT I'M TOO TOUGH FOR HIM, I SAY, STAY DOWN,
DO YOU WANT TO MESS ME UP?
Came a time, when every star fall brought you to tears again
Bookworm
Currently Reading:
A Confederacy of Dunces
~ John Kennedy Toole
On the Road (again)
~ Jack Kerouac
Wishbone
my greatest wish would be to wake up in the morning everyday and just enjoy a yummy breakfast at a quiet cafe, tea, soft light, a good book..
or to wake up in a different suburb, an actual countryside this time, to have a home at the end of the world.