yet another overnight in school spent drowning in pools of sad uselessness. i suppose i have no rights to expect sympathy being the cause of all hurt. i suppose it's not even a matter of people [understanding] my point of view; how i say it might hurt me more than anything to hurt another.. how i say there is no one escaping unscathed, hurt free, how even the evil doer is still a victim. mere selfishness on my part. how your accusing words cut me like daggers again i am arrested with my back crouched chest to knee i'd bear with physical pain over imaginary pain any day
if only i could make my heart stop
or vanquish this unspeakable cruelty i have in me
she's not here @
2:25 AM
THERE'S A BLUEBIRD IN MY HEART THAT WANTS TO GET OUT BUT I'M TOO TOUGH FOR HIM, I SAY, STAY DOWN,
DO YOU WANT TO MESS ME UP?
Came a time, when every star fall brought you to tears again
Bookworm
Currently Reading:
A Confederacy of Dunces
~ John Kennedy Toole
On the Road (again)
~ Jack Kerouac
Wishbone
my greatest wish would be to wake up in the morning everyday and just enjoy a yummy breakfast at a quiet cafe, tea, soft light, a good book..
or to wake up in a different suburb, an actual countryside this time, to have a home at the end of the world.